Although it is so simple

i am who i am

no words can i say to

show that i can but

seeming so clear and straight it isn't easy

things in my mind on my side are not for me

having learned i can't control this here life

all i can do is add to this strife

let what happens just happen again

i'll smile in sun and also in rain

let it be was what was said to me

so in the end i'll just wait and see.

Learning to Persevere

Maybe it takes some explaining,

although it may be raining

this heart felt plea

of reality

must understand those words

said in spite of me.

Find the real me, for love is not easy

no more roads or situations to choose

but to understand these are my shoes

i must walk this path to find

to understand this my mind

don't hear what people say

come what may~...

Voices in my head

They tell me lies that i despise

i only look into these selfish eyes

looking back at this stranger before me

not knowing the person that is he

fear of life or fear of death

fear of God, is there any left?

Pride, envy, lust, and greed

four of seven that i had in need

see the pain that's in her heart

knowing all i tore apart

in another time i cannot be

nothing will be left of me

Know what you want and be who you are.

Easier said than done.

Full circle back at square one.

What i once thought 

i now know not

Given a chance i can't be here

just wished i could persevere

where is the courage? to know where to go

people talking 'bout what i should know

i found myself walking this empty street

just staring at my cold damn feet.